The Adirondack Review Interview

The following excerpts are from my Adirondack Review Interview, from a few years ago. A very special thank you to Caroline Junker and The Adirondack Review; one of North America's longest-running online literary magazines.

Adirondack: Do you ever pair painting and poetry?

Cierra G. Rowe: I do, though sometimes I prefer to focus on one or the other. My poems ‘Fall of Man’, ‘The Great Sea’, and ‘Deep in the Forest’ were written during or after my paintings, ‘The Adamantly Evil Tree’, ‘Sea Serpent of Ivorelle’, and ‘Anxiously Awaiting’.

Adirondack: Were you trained or self-taught (or a combo)?

Cierra G. Rowe: I am wholly self-taught. Art is something that has always come naturally to me. Art school never appealed to me, due to my rigid belief that art should not be directed(or interrupted). When I first picked up the paintbrush, it was spontaneous and that spontaneity fed my enthusiasm. I never desired anyone to tell me that I was an artist. I always felt like one. As an outcast, it was nice to feel like something other than unwanted.

Adirondack: How did where you grew up influence your painting style and subjects; do you think it would be different if you had grown up in a vastly different setting, like a city?

Cierra G. Rowe: I think that it gave me a real sense of self. The countryside will do that — help you to understand who you are. As an artist, that is invaluable. My paintings are thoughtful and that is partly because of my rural surroundings. As a young girl, I travelled a lot with my parents. That travelling had a special way of nurturing my imagination and in time, it nudged me to paint outside of my region. What I see everyday and what I enjoy seeing inevitably penetrate my canvas. This area is teeming with inspiration and because it is quiet here, I can focus on what I want to paint. My style of painting reflects my comforts. Overlapping color and creating quirky or snazzy scenes is an extension of my personality and the exuberance that often accompanied my early adolescence. I have noticed that the countryside grows on you and when you’ve been somewhere for so long, it is often a challenge to wonder how you would fare someplace else. Rural life is different — It’s not for everyone. Had I grown up in a city or elsewhere, I think that everything would have been different.

Adirondack: How does nature influence your art?

Cierra G. Rowe: I know where I stand with nature but with most other things, I never can. Nature doesn’t change for anyone, it just simply is. Nature doesn’t shun you, it’s always there, always inviting you. Nature’s influence is not being an influence at all. I can’t think of a more serene backdrop for painting. 

Adirondack: What motivates and inspires your art? Is there something in particular that you try to capture in your paintings?

Cierra G. Rowe: Because things change from one day to the next, I have no solid answer for this. It is hard to explain but to keep things simple, I will say that every painting is a release for me and sometimes when I observe my own art, I enjoy not considering the specifics of why or how it came to be. As a kid, I scribbled awful sketches onto paper, lectured my stuffed animals and dressed up in tacky, colorful clothing. To my knowledge, no one ever questioned why I did those things, It was only ‘’Cierra being Cierra’’.  As I grew older, that changed. Throughout adolescence and into adulthood, I have been expected to justify nearly everything about myself. My unwillingness to change for others or ‘’conform’’ to their ideals have given me an abundance of confidence to paint unrestricted, create things outside of the box and give myself a break.  People, I have found, often pervert the things that they don’t understand. My paintings are, chiefly, only Cierra being Cierra.

Adirondack: How does your “distaste of imitation” (from your bio on your website) dictate how you interact with the work of other artists? Have you ever tried to replicate a certain style or feeling?

Cierra G. Rowe: I rarely ever have the chance to interact with artwork outside of my own but I appreciate meaningful art. I loathe superficiality, both in art and artists. Imitation is trite and art without meaning is sterile. That being said, my beliefs regarding imitation are personal and typically, I keep those beliefs to myself. Aside from commissions, I have never tried replicating any kind of style or feeling. 

Adirondack: Do you ever think about your audience when you paint  — do you ever paint specifically to try to show them something, or just a scene that you find meaningful? Is art more of a personal relationship with yourself?

Cierra G. Rowe: My relationship with art has always been personal and the scenes that I brush into focus certainly carry meaning. I can’t say that I ever consider my audience, being that I paint for myself, though I am appreciative of people who take the time to view my art. Painting is generally private for me but I do value my husband’s opinion. I like hearing how he interprets my paintings. His sincere perspective has a heartfelt way of making me laugh while polishing my ego.

Adirondack: How does your background in poetry inform your visual art?

Cierra G. Rowe: I began writing poetry around the same time that I began painting, so they’ve always been sort of neck in neck. I think that my hunger for writing influenced my fondness for color. With writing I can only say so much. With painting I can say it all.

Adirondack: What is your favorite genre of art to paint?

Cierra G. Rowe: Lately I have found landscapes and flowers to be quite exciting and they are proving to be my favorite subjects thus far to paint. 

Adirondack: Do you have any advice for new artists?

Cierra G. Rowe: Do not wait for permission to have confidence in yourself or your abilities. Being yourself is enough, even on the days where it feels inadequate.

Adirondack: Why did you choose The Adirondack Review to publish your art?

Cierra G. Rowe: I like reading literary magazines and stumbled upon The Adirondack Review by chance. When I had the opportunity to revisit past issues, I enjoyed the assortment of unique material that was included within each. That is what reeled me in.


'As The Fog Clears' by Cierra G. Rowe

 

'As The Fog Clears'
Fog encircles the stem of a wild white rose with lush, bold leaves.
The title of this piece was inspired by a very foggy morning that limited visibility to nothing.
After watching the fog for a while, with coffee, I set to work painting this wild rose
with a bouquet of my own sitting in front of me as reference.
I added fog in the vase as a nod to the morning.
After a few hours, I looked up at the window and the fog was gone.
I thought that 'As The Fog Clears' was the perfect name for this painting.
https://www.artofcierra.com/product/expressionist-flower-painting-on-canvas-panel-8x10-framed-as-the-fog-clears

Mooky Chick Interview Highlights


The following brief excepts were taken from my Mooky Chick ART HAGS feature from a few years ago. A very special Thank you to Magda Knight.

Mooky Chick: What do you aim to capture/reveal/explore in your art? Has this shifted over time?

CGR: From day to day my focus shifts. I attempt to catch my racing thoughts like a fisherman catching sea beasts. I fixate on things in order to conquer them and move on. Despite having clear ideas of what I want to paint and sometimes confining myself to a piece, nothing changes my desire to express myself. My constant aim in art is to be truthful and explicit in what I choose to express, and to continue to explore all that creeps into my mind.

Mooky Chick: Is there a time when you transformed creative ‘failure’ or “I can’t do this” into success?

CGR: I have struggled with perfectionism in the past. I understand that ”perfection” is more of a myth than anything else but the idea of messing up was deeply troubling to me; it’s something that began in my childhood which eventually seeped into my art. For a while, I was so caught up in the ”what ifs” that it began to affect how I viewed myself as an artist… which then led to me doubting myself and my abilities. I remember years and years ago, when I received my first order of canvas panels. I was so ecstatic. I had so many ideas and couldn’t wait to spring out the paint and begin. Then, suddenly, I was overcome with doubt. It honestly just came over me in a wave. I was nearly in tears. I began painting and for some reason I just did not feel happy about it. Every brush stroke seemed wrong, and I remember feeling like I couldn’t do it. Eventually I did finish the painting and afterwards I understood that taking my time – both in thought and in painting – was a better way of going about things

Mooky Chick: What are your thoughts on art’s place in society?

CGR: Art has been around for a very, very long time. It holds evolution, it holds fairy tales and it holds time itself, along with many other curiosities. I feel that the presence of art is paramount in society. In a world where everyone is yelling and everyone is using their voice to interrupt one another, in this seemingly never-ending argument, art sits above that. Art is a final statement.

Mooky Chick: Some say that creating art can be solitary. What do you say?

CGR: Every artist is different. In my experience, some artists are misunderstood, which leads to them isolating themselves. Some just don’t want to be bothered by others because their craft commands focus. As a young girl in school I was pretty much expected to drop everything and ”fit in”. People were of the mind that I was lonely but in fact I was protecting myself as best as I knew how and I simply did not have interest in cliques. My art was more important to me. I have been called a ‘hermit’ and a ‘home body’ before, but I do not feel alone. Regardless of if anyone can empathize or take the time to understand, it has no effect on my devotion to what I do. I have never been the social type, so there is no loss there. For the most part I think that every artist, on some level, knows what they need and if they’re comfortable with it, that’s all that should matter.


'Falling Asleep Inside Of A Rose' by Cierra G. Rowe

A bumblebee drifts off to sleep, in the center of a white rose,
surrounded by the soft warmth of its petals.
https://www.artofcierra.com/product/expressionist-flower-painting-on-canvas-panel-8x10-framed-falling-asleep-inside-of-a-rose

Holidays


What are the holidays without Christmas trees​, Black Friday and tasteful decor?

Well... the answer is: the holidays are a time to cherish​, with those whom you hold dearest. It doesn't matter how big or bright your Christmas tree is, how many gifts you give or get or how much food occupies your tables.​ The holidays are a time of the year to be grateful and to show that ​immense gratitude through love, kindness and warmth; things that you cannot buy.

About a year ago, during the post-holiday season, I was out briefly, buying a few necessities. I noticed a family standing in line behind ​me. There were two little girls (pretty sure they were sisters around age 11 and 8 maybe) and I'm assuming that their mom and dad were the man and woman standing with them. One of the little girls wanted a balloon. She really wanted that balloon lol but her mom and dad, I'm assuming, were unable to get it for her. I had extra money​. I stood there, contemplating whether or not buying a balloon for them would be alright, because I didn't know them and I did not want to intrude in any way. After standing there overthinking it, as I was about to check out, I went ahead and bought the little girl the balloon that she'd been pointing at. There was no way that I was going to leave her little sister out, so I asked her if her sister wanted one as well​, if it was ok. I wasn't completely sure how to communicate with them, due to a language barrier (they did not speak much English) so I had to gesture with my hands mostly. I bought her sister a balloon of her choosing as well. They ​w​ere smiling so much - so happy. Thinking about it now is emotional because they were only balloons and yet, it made them so, so happy in that moment - which led to their mother and father smiling. It was such a warm smile.

Another time, in the thick of the Christmas season, about 4 years ago, I was in​ different area, a big store in the canned ​g​oods aisle. I was looking for something but the aisle was packed with people and I couldn't move. It was like everyone decided to come out at the same time and it was madness. Anyways, I saw this blond woman​ who looked visibly distraught. She​ seemed distracted but was looking for something or maybe just looking at things in the aisle. I don't know. I didn't know what was wrong. I don't remember what I said to her at the beginning but we noticed each other​. I don't know if I asked her if she was ok or what but somehow she ended up saying something before telling me that she had just lost her father. When she spoke, I could clearly see that she was becoming emotional but trying to hold it together. My eyes are literally watering typing this. I consoled her and I told her that it was going to be ok. I told her that twice​. I was looking at her face. Her eyes were red around the rim and like a kind of ocean​-like blue. ​It registered on her face what I said and we stared at each other for a long time​, it felt​. This interaction couldn't have been more than a few seconds​, before she gestured a nod​, walked away and disappeared in the large crowd of people with​ their winter coats, hats and faces. I stood ​​in the aisle, with the chaotic crowd of people​, blinking away ​the hint of tears and trying to find the person I had entered the store with​, through the busy shuffle.

It is ok to see someone who has nothing in common with your appearance or nothing in common with your language, as a fellow human being.​ It's how things should be. The divisiveness that is often witnessed online and sometimes in person is enough to give anyone a headache. I mean, it's so depressing. I shared this because the holiday season is approaching and those things came to mind and also because....there is so so much negativity out there right now. 

not sure what Homer is up to in this episode but this made me laugh. 



SHE The Magazine, Interview Highlights


The following excerpts were taken from my in depth interview with SHE The Magazine, from a few years ago. A very special thank you to Michelle Granara.

STM: What has your journey to becoming an artist been like?

Cierra G. Rowe: As much as I'd love to gloss over things and only highlight the positives, I have to be frank; It has been very difficult, especially these years leading up to revisiting oils. When you keep breaking a skeleton's bones, it's going to be hard for it to find its footing after a while and soon, all that it can do is sit there and be a pile of bones. Certainly there for a while I felt like this and once I finally picked myself back up, I understood that to grow you must break.

STM: What does it feel like for you when people interact with your artwork?

Cierra G. Rowe: It feels exciting. Sometimes it makes me feel vulnerable, depending on the piece and other times, I don't feel anything at all. I paint for me, so when someone else views or interacts with my artwork, it does intrigue me but in a subdued way. 

STM: Is painting your calling? If so, why?

Cierra G. Rowe: I should think so. When something is a part of you, you don't know what to call it because it is simply there. You only know the words and terms accepted by a majority to refer to something as. Painting is no different. That is how you know that something is truly yours; when you don't need a word to define it. I often wonder why it is called ''painting''. Maybe pain begets creation. The world does not stop for your pain, so in dark times you must gather things to make your own light. You learn to survive and pick up the pieces. Art was my glue and now it's my wood. 

STM: What other painters inspire you?

Cierra G. Rowe: As a female painter I sometimes feel that it is expected of me to have other painters whom I look up to. This has never aligned with me or my art, being that my painting style flourished from retreating into myself, embracing my personality and evolving from experience. I have no painters or artists who inspire me aside from my husband. Though his impatience would not allow him to continue painting, he continues to be my modern muse due to his insight, candor and supportive nature.

STM: Why does art matter to you?

Cierra G. Rowe: Art matters to me because it documents the everchanging and absolute passing of time. It shows how something, somewhere, even if only in the mind of the artist, looked at a certain moment in time. Through art, you observe the layers of living through someone else's eyes — you sample their life. It is more intimate than a photograph and more elusive than sound because there are only hints within color and line that narrate thought patterns, emotion and memories that led up to the artwork's completion. Viewing a work of art is touching someone from the past. That is connection — art connects everyone and ''everyone'' means that no one is alone.

STM: What is your mission or message for the world?

Cierra G. Rowe: The noise of this world is profuse and intense. The world stage cannot hold everyone. I have not thought of a message or mission and it would be selfish of me to pretend to have either. 

STM: Why should art matter to others?

Cierra G. Rowe: My notions are mine and I cannot force my view of things onto anyone else, however, a world without art is a candle without a flame and a candle without a flame makes it hard to see in the dark.